Social smoking continues to be my downfall.
Not because my girlfriends are offering. I ask for cigarettes unsolicited.
Yes. I’m moochy. Yes, I need to tap into my willpower. No, my friends are not bad friends.
This whole thing is my responsibility.
In terms of the grander scheme, I’m really not doing badly.
I’m not buying cigarettes, I haven’t smoked in my car in weeks, I don’t pine for smokes. I can even drink with non smokers and go on a road trip ( Roseburg this last weekend to visit the Spirit Halloween store with a buddy) without giving cigarettes a second thought,
But if I see a friend light up, the next few words out of my mouth are: Can I bum one?
Ick. I’m pathetic. But (pat on the back) I’m not as pathetic as I was!
Regarding other areas of my life, my teammates and I went and saw “Whip It” at the movie theater on Saturday. It’s a pretty good roller derby movie, and it was nice for the rest of the world to see why we love our sport so much. Anyway, we got three newbies from ladies who watched it. Yay!
This is one of the coolest things I have ever discovered. I myself has taken all the negative facts of smoking. That is why I decided to look for an alternative because I just cannot quit. Right now I am using VirtuSmoke. It is safe and inexpensive. It worked for me.
I would suggest you check out sites for info on e-cigarettes. you get the health benifits of no smoking and still going through the motions it you want to.
LeRoy